What to do when vacations go awry
The family and I took our first vacation in years. I mean, really years. Even before the pandemic, it had been a solid two summers since our last road trip.
Confession: I kind forgot how to do it. Full props go to my husband for planning the whole thing, down to making the list of everything we needed, which is usually where I shine.
We needed to get out though. Out of our house. Out of Sebastopol. Out of Sonoma County. I didnāt realize how intensely I needed to get out until I was out.
Itās not that itās bad here. But weāve been holding a huge amount of grief, trauma and stress here -- which youāll see noted heavily in this issue. The editorial theme is āParticipate at Home.ā When I reached out to the team of contributors, I sent out a list of prompts, thinking I might get pieces about digging into your community and being an active member.
But I got pieces that were deeper and more intimate, filled to the brim with raw emotions and vulnerability and confusion.
It matched up with the feeling I had when I left on our road trip: it was that sense of (if I can be my full Millennial self for a minute): Come on MAN, Iām totally effing done with this shit. Just done.
And why shouldnāt we be? Weāve been through a lot. And just as weāre starting to come out of our COVID cocoons, weāre entering summer, which usually means joy and parties, but here in California, summer also means fear and worry of fire.
I get it. Summer means fire in California. To type a phrase that usually makes me cringe: It is what it is.
We returned from our rather long roadtrip throughout Northern California only to find the spots where we traversed -- Feather Canyon, Butte Meadows, Meadow Valley and Clearlake -- had all pretty much burst into flames, with the Dixie Fire plunking itself right down in the middle of our travels (It started right after we had settled back home, thank goodness).
Even while we were camping in the Modoc National Forest, a fire sprang up while my husband and I were in the town of McCloud, grabbing ice.
āFind out whatās happening with the fire,ā he said to me as I sat in the car, eyes closed, petting the dog. I sprang into action and tuned into the Radio Scanner app I have on my phone as two CalFire engines rushed by the highway we had just come from (The app, BTW, is available to everyone, not just obsessive publishers like yours truly).