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‘Leadership From the Heart’ by Sonoma County singer-songwriters

Originally published Dec 27, 2020 - update Jan 8, 2021

Closure, awakening and rebirth — Part II

Now that I’ve been doing this for a while, I’m starting to realize that while I may have a specific idea of what I think a column will be, the best stuff seems to come by letting the energy of my guests take us where we need to go.

My intention was a follow-up to last month’s column about Closure, Awakening and Rebirth featuring Eki Shola, Kayatta and Lenkadu. But as I was talking with these three wonderful women, the conversation took its own path, and we began exploring much more about how they have evolved into leaders by creating space for underserved artists, opening up vital connections for those whose voices have so much trouble being heard.

LEADERSHIP can be such an elusive thing — especially after four years of such a national vacuity during an incredibly tumultuous time for our country and for our world. But have faith, because there are powerful hearts rising up to fill the void!

As we head into the new year, the shadows of 2020 still lurking everywhere, Lenkadu has created a visual motto inspired by Persian & Jewish folklore: This Too Shall Pass — expressing the awareness that “the past is already gone, and the future will be just another now that you will enter, so there really is just now—which is what this project is about for me. It’s a healing tool, a helpful way to survive the pandemic, this strange time we’re dealing with.” She has created magnets and stickers available via social media (see below for links) and will also be producing a series of short conversations with fellow artists once a month live on social media “to talk about their intentions of what they’re doing with their work — and keep it really raw and unpolished. I want to loop all of this into one bundle of keeping everything present. This way our fans can watch us talking with each other. The whole idea is cross-promotion and supporting each other.”

Eki Shola is using her growing visibility to amplify underserved artistic voices in our community by creating the online magazine unmute. “The whole premise behind the idea began back in the spring when I was surfing Twitter and I saw a lot of organizations, freelance journalists and writers who put out an offering — a lot of them saying “I’m a writer, if you’re a BIPOC, and you need assistance writing a press release or if you want an album review, marketing or guidance, I will help you, free.” And I responded to a lot of them, and I think only one panned out. And not even a “No thank you” or “I’m booked” or whatever from the others. Nothing. It came off very unprofessional and I remember feeling ticked off. And I realized “well, I write—why the heck am I looking for a handout?” So that’s when I said I want to write and create a magazine that is mainly, but not exclusively, by and for underrepresented creatives, and that would include musicians, artists, sound engineers, photographers, dancers, performers. And to be able to help amplify their voice and help bring them to the forefront.”

Musicians and artists outside of the mainstream here in Sonoma County face challenges on many levels. Kayatta talked about how “Hip Hop for sure is male-dominated, but the world as a whole is male-dominated. So we just started trying to find different venues, different avenues to create space for women in music, BIPOC in music, and Hip Hop as a whole, because in Sonoma County there’s not a lot of places that are even going to open the door to it.”

Kayatta at a live performance
Kayatta at a live performance. There’s still a scarcity of access, and places because she is a woman, queer, it’s Hip Hop and she’s black.

“I’ve met some really amazing artists, but there’s still a scarcity of access, and places where we host space to do what it is we do. Part of it is because I’m a woman, part of it is because I’m queer, part of it is because it’s Hip Hop, part of it is because I’m black. And that’s why we started creating our own spaces and our own music and our own lanes, our own avenues — to host space for BIPOC people to have a stage and have their voices amplified.”

But there’s more to this leadership than just providing a stage. It’s these artists creating community by acknowledging the difficulties they faced coming up and doing what they can to open more doors for others. Lenkadu had a really rough time moving here from Boston “because I came from the more edgy East Coast, in the city. In Sonoma County, people are moving out here looking for a nice, pleasant life and Boston is like, rough. It’s a completely different environment. It’s also about urban vs a little bit more country. The urban landscape has always been a place where you go if you don’t fit in, right? ( con’t below advertising)

“I came from a really rich and collaborative artistic community, and when I removed myself from it, it was a really huge shock, because I felt very alone in making my “unusual” work. I would constantly get asked who and what I was all about... Are you a DJ? What do you do? Do you play guitar and sing? Are you a singer/songwriter? Just that whole challenge of placing me into a category became even more of a struggle when I moved here. And then being without a community of people around who “get it” was very hard. I’ve been here since 2012 and I would say it wasn’t really until 2018 that I realized that it’s not the venues that do as much for the artists—it’s always the artists for the artists that do the most. It’s US making the community.”

Eki Shola shared similar experiences. “Once I started creating music (in Sonoma County), I started looking around and realized I’m not hearing anything else that sounds like my music... so where do I fit in? Maybe this isn’t the right place? How do I do this starting from the ground up? I don’t even know what to call my music. I’d go to Electronic events and Jazz events, and I’d see little bits of each in my stuff, but not quite there, and it was frustrating (ironically, she was just voted Best Electronica Artist in Sonoma for the fourth year in a row by the North Bay Bohemian). So once I stopped worrying about it, then things started to flow. And what I noticed is that sounding different makes you stand out. I was not standing out intentionally, that’s just what I’m making, that’s my art. I’m just doing what I feel. Not being a singer/songwriter, folk, bluegrass person in Sonoma County makes you stand out. And there are a lot of positives. That’s what I’ve found, because people listen. And I feel like a lot of the invitations and connections I’ve gotten are because I’m presenting something different, and I look different and my music is different — and so I’ve really only gotten positive vibes from that. So I’ve stopped worrying about where I fit in.

People ask me “what kind of music do you play?” and I say I don’t know, you tell me, listen to this song and you tell me.”

~ Eki Shola

There is also a sense of responsibility to be a leader when you have the juice. Kayatta was just awarded Best Hip Hop Artist in Sonoma for the second year in a row: “I feel like I’ve been refusing the call for a long time. But I feel like it’s an assignment. I feel very much driven by the spirit. The universe, God. But a lot of times we have a plan, but it’s not necessarily God’s plan, or the universe’s plan. I think at one point when I came out here I just decided to get out of my own way. I know that I have the qualities of a leader, and I’ve known that for a long time, but there’s also a part of me that doesn’t like it. What I’m getting at is that I know there is a lot of responsibility that comes with it and a lot of hard work that comes with it — and I think at a point in my life, I didn’t know if I wanted to do the work. And then it just landed on my doorstep and was there. And I told myself this is an assignment, and I’ve gotta do it. It’s not a choice at this point.”

“This past summer I received so many messages and emails in the midst of this social justice movement that’s been going on asking me to come out to all these rallies. I’ve had some friends who’ve tried to push me into some of these arenas, and I think that maybe at some point I definitely want to do something outside of music.”

Kayatta teaches 8th grade English at Grange Middle School in Fairfield. “Lately I’ve been thinking about what I can do with the youth in our community to empower them. I have a clear understanding with my kids. We are in community together. I don’t treat my students like I’m authority. I treat them like they’re little human beings and their opinions matter. And so that clears the way for me to have pretty productive and effective dialogue with my students. I’ve used music to reach those kids, and it’s working. It’s been tremendously effective. I’ve felt such a refreshing, liberating feeling around being an educator during the pandemic because I do this work with the youth and I notice that I have this ability to create these lasting connections. And I feel like this is my superpower. To empower our youth, they need to hear stories from people that look like them. They need to know that they are just as much a part of the fabric of America as the person who wrote the Constitution who told you that you are not a part of the fabric of America.”

Lenkadu points out  “How can I expect my son to be free and unencumbered by expectations that he thinks others have about him if I cannot do that?”
Lenkadu points out “How can I expect my son to be free and unencumbered by expectations that he thinks others have about him if I cannot do that?”

Lenkadu is striving to be as genuine and transparent as possible in order to ideally connect and inspire. “For me, it’s how can I expose the core essence of the expression? In this culture, it is so challenging for a woman to not really care about what people think about her. I personally like these intense musical experiences that take you on these emotional journeys, and then something happens to you that transforms you, and you’re free. So the struggle for me is how to allow myself to be vocally just honest and pissed off and dark and fierce and have something to say and be lucid about it and not care. Because historically, women have to be polished and pretty and not too confrontational. So it’s about that struggle and I’m so excited to be living in 2020 because I have all this history of all these women before me who have put in all this hard work into making it possible for me to even be able to tell you this.”

Coming Very Soon: A Gazette-Only Exclusive release of Lenkadu’s new single “Birthing”.

This has all been deeply magnified by the birth of her son Antonin in March. “How can I expect my son to be free and unencumbered by expectations that he thinks others have about him if I cannot do that? So I do need to have the courage to just be who I am and not really care. I don’t need to prove anything to anyone, I just want to learn how to be myself in my songs, and I hope that when I do that, it can inspire other women, other Moms, other people — by allowing myself to be vulnerable, challenging myself to be simple, allowing myself to speak my truth as a performing artist. And then by doing that, opening up the door for the other person to realize they too are vulnerable and that’s ok—and they too have a hard time being fully themselves—and that’s ok. That realization of “that’s ok” — that’s the door opening. My job is to bring the listener, the audience closer. To me, to my song, and in that way, to themselves—because there’s a shared humanity.

I believe that inclusion is the most important way to peace—in our hearts and with each other. My husband and I call it “together better.”

~ Lenkadu

Lenkadu Studio Show with Live Visuals
Studio Show with Live Visuals for Luther Burbank Center. Lenkadu’s take on social distance style producing this multimedia live in-studio show for the Luther Locals series.

In the early days of performing, one of Eki Shola’s friends pointed out that “when you’re performing it’s not about what you can get from the audience, it’s about: what are you gifting? And that was a reminder to me in those early days to just be myself and share my gift. And people give back in exchange. Whether it’s the freedom to feel, the freedom to open up, whatever.”

Kayatta lays down the bottom line: “It’s important for us to tell our stories.” And it’s my sincere hope that this column can introduce you to more inspiring leaders in our creative community! Stay tuned and let me know what you think! [David@OrdinaryMiracles.com]

I encourage you to visit these links:

EKI SHOLA:

Her new video ROOTS was born out of her experiences with meditation, the pandemic and the divisiveness in our country. A very intriguing combination...

Artists/writers/creatives interested in unmute magazine, please get in touch at: EkiShola.com/contact

Eki Shola Facebook

KAYATTA:

Here are two tracks Kayatta wanted to share for this article: Sweetest of Ease and Mossed.

Kayatta Website

Kayatta Facebook

LENKADU:

Lenkadu YouTube channel

Lenkadu Facebook

Lenkadu Bandcamp page

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